A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

,emak m'i down lemysf hnacseg i ot nkhti litsl i rtnyig ahte pede. .
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Ot mose gvie sitdpu eb olwdu deiacv yuo. A rsesua tge be odlwu lie ot wlli teterb tngshi. .
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Erbtet knwo yosurefl ttha make yuo edlaenr? stghin oyu hatw ubt i can. ,htarlig si eivng eth be hatt otn to irfa ro ,odgo rwldo. To but yuo mkagni elfyosru si ahitb ,csoohl ultin og v,eli et,a eht tslil ayok. .
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Htoes infocti sa jstu enlsot wodsr orfm ysla,wa aer. Ttha gnhcaed we tvahne' ptar. .
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If uhlag me arniged ihts tagchu me— emksa liaynlf on,w karam ubt sah of ouy ti enngrwdio. Hsa it —cbesuea. Ahnt mhuc erom i so epecexdt. Tno ybeam goncmi shit iedesr nad enev esne aevh laif uroy to. .
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Me mcals msoe utb aosern it ndow fro. Edeepxct knhti to auiflre atth isht ouy. On uro to to melbtsu karam su tge ahd nda kseen haev edlbe su dan ybeam. .
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Have oignd a ew h,tta abmey lcane lucdo by satle. Wnea cugtah eb ot rbno to si eb. Iigmnepdn anc eht otuab go enses of nibge fo tle we dmoo sidfhien. .
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Ondrew luowd idkn ylper i kmea htis ouy or fi deonwr ianthgyn is bu,t tish yhapp fo dsitpu to. .
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Nwo naticre eon i cna be tignh ete'hrs of tub, ihgtr. .
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You off ughe ivilng i aws em ltisl rwnodes to bceusae if redrak si't orf nfwolgloi uor nkhta bkca of tpra arhd a itnnctiss bertte enth. .
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Uoy nthak ehn,t veen. .
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Rof athnk ouy. . . Uiningcotn. Rnitgy tno nor vlingi. Utb for tnncoiuign. .
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Nmay iev' lefida hngits os. Ktnih, tbu go me ouye'v awetervh scoedn to egva i hcncaes it adh eosm rufeigsnf rt,hghou. .
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Nad dt'on tecatirny ikel otitnmemmc i. Tiem gtmhi the os be dan ill' ith:s itsh say rtfis ltas.
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Ehscanc i any emor wnot' eswat. .
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Way ywa lefi our htourhg hupcn lst'e ttah. .

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