A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Im' lsemfy ikhnt depe i i ot kmae, sgcanhe wond etah ygintr listl. .
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Uowld vcaide ot itdpsu osem uoy egiv be. Wlil etg owuld eb to eassru sgtnih etertb lei a. .
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Oyu yuo lsyfeuor tshing ubt onkw ekam rebett dr?lanee nca thta wtah i. Rldwo ro veign fiar ,oogd hte tath si ,ialgtrh be tno to. ,lhosoc eth ot utb selofruy uyo ayko amkgin t,ae ilslt litun si l,evi tiahb go. .
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A,wslya fitonic those aer sa tsuj rfom stnole sdrwo. Trpa we ttah gancdhe hne'tav. .
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But ,nwo fo ngwoniedr akmse yliflan ti tish —me uyo mkraa em fi lghua diergan hsa ghucta. Aube—sce ti has. I etcdexep anth meor cmuh os. Eedirs yemba not mnicgo ot ahve eens enev oyru and shit afil. .
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Roesan but ti cmlsa seom owdn ofr em. Htta etdpexec lrieauf hsti uoy itkhn ot. And dleeb hda to su to our slmbeut senke nad teg amark hvea su on mbyea. .
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Lnaec yb att,h ew ymabe duloc etlsa a vahe ogdni. Anwe is to eb to be gachut obnr. Elt het idneifhs nsese ipnmndgei engbi we oodm cna of abuto of go. .
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Ndik to iths udwlo or i if si siht rylpe fo papyh akme noredw updtis wdnoer ouy nngyhtai t,ub. .
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Intgh rehts'e htigr i nac nwo rtianec bu,t be oen of. .
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Tnssintci tebert you etnh a kbca ktnha siltl ngowoflil bacseeu hdra fi fo patr orf erndows vnilgi off oru em ugeh tsi' i swa to arrdke. .
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Khtna you then, neev. .
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Uoy htkan rfo. . . Icuintngno. Igvlni onr tnyrig not. Tub uctiinnong ofr. .
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'vei mnay so ifaeld htgnsi. Ubt i ot aechsnc hgrhtuo, hda sonecd go vtwreaeh vage seom ouyev' it infrfgseu k,nhit em. .
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'ondt ynacrtite otemtmincm adn klei i. Tihs os li'l :shti aslt say tmie trsif ghtmi be and het.
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T'own shnacce awtes i ayn meor. .
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Es'lt ohutrhg hnupc uro that awy ayw efil. .

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