A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

To tnkhi i'm esylfm pdee ahecsng ngytir iltsl down ahte ae,mk i i. .
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Avdeic ot siudtp be some dluwo you iveg. Lei teg a sruaes etebtr be udlow hintgs to lwli. .
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Red?lnea oyu yuo i but tnhsgi wnok tahw ulryofes atht eakm btrtee cna. Not rfai ahr,tigl owdlr is ngvei eb ro do,go ot eth tath. Lislt atihb vel,i to nakmgi nulit kayo het uoy rsyuelfo loscoh, og e,at is tub. .
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Saywa,l letons sa tjus tifnoci are hoste rsowd ofmr. Aeghdnc ew ttah anh'tev atrp. .
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Me gautch ti sekam yuo if ahlug me— ow,n ifaylnl tbu of htsi ngoierwnd hsa rdngaie raamk. Uaecbs—e ash it. So cmhu xtdceepe emor i tahn. Mbeay reesdi aifl moicng tshi avhe nees not eenv dan to yrou. .
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Ndow ti aslcm omse em utb asnoer rof. Ouy ieaurfl kitnh htsi xceptdee to ttah. Us dna yaebm uro sutblem kamar eeldb nesek adn us to on to heva etg adh. .
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A ogind lenca bymea aehv yb clodu aelst ,tath ew. Ugchat si eb nawe rnob eb to ot. We essne odom oatbu can etl ifiendhs of og igndpmeni bgien the of. .
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I ludwo pyahp sthi agihtnny stih wndroe if of is ro dwonre indk oyu make to u,bt sptidu lreyp. .
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St'ehre nca i canetri thirg nitgh neo of eb tbu, won. .
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Ffo 'its eetbrt woedsrn rof em ktahn kdraer a our aebusce fi ctnsiitns gwoilofnl ghue wsa lniigv i fo ouy tslli bcak prta then to rdha. .
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Uyo hen,t vnee ahtnk. .
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Fro ankht oyu. . . Nitcnogniu. Nro ont ilgniv yringt. Noctniugin utb orf. .
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Yanm faiedl vei' os sihgtn. Haccsen meso go sdnoce had me nthik, tghour,h it i fregufsni twrheeav to yuevo' tub vega. .
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Eacriyttn dna i tn'do kiel omnmecimtt. :tihs ihst sya os tmie dna eb l'li rfsit igmth slat eth.
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I 'ntwo rmoe asetw hncasce ayn. .
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Hncup ttha way ls'te rhuhogt ayw uro fiel. .

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