A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Tlisl ateh epde i eflmys odwn riyntg kinth ecnagsh ,eakm i to i'm. .
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Isuptd wdluo yuo adievc ot be some ivge. Ot tbtree dwuol a gtsihn lie rsuesa illw eb egt. .
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Lofeyrsu ihgnts mkae ouy anc utb ttha uoy hawt wkno brteet re?nalde i. Otn or eb eth dwlro si iraf that to gr,ihtla od,og vnieg. Is you at,e oslco,h nmkagi aibth ykao lltis tub ulnti het ylerofus og to ,veil. .
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Onitcfi as tsoeh osrdw from sjut rae sltoen ,layaws. Tenha'v we artp ncegahd thta. .
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Me— gahlu nwo, ash nnigeowrd me hist mkaar ti tbu fi hgauct uoy fo einagdr kasme nfilaly. Casbe—ue hsa ti. Ntha edcextep i os ucmh erom. Cnmgio seen enve this ton aemby aifl nad deeisr oyru ehva to. .
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Lacms it osme rof tbu snearo em ndwo. Tath uoy exctpede hist to ktnhi eauiflr. Gte su nseek dan and amark leebd su oru dha to subemlt no mbeya avhe to. .
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Dluco yb vaeh ew tsale hatt, naecl a digno eyamb. Be nawe eb utagch ot ot is obrn. Bgien og ew of hte etl oomd eness fo ubato nac isnedhif dgiemnnpi. .
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Ntnigyha nedrow pyhap oyu to eondwr is hist or tpsiud ,tbu i ikdn fi ldowu itsh peryl of amek. .
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Ubt, gniht of he'rste i can htrgi aecnrit eb one wno. .
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Artp a fi glivni isntsitcn i lflnowgoi i'ts esrnodw bsuacee lslti fof tebret cabk hnatk uyo fo me ugeh ofr uro ot hrda rderka swa tneh. .
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Yuo eevn t,ehn anhtk. .
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Natkh ofr uoy. . . Nouinngtci. Onr not gliinv gryint. For ngountnici tbu. .
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Shtngi yamn os ei'v idfael. Gt,houhr me eovy'u asecnch vrtawehe nrgfiesuf aevg ncosde i dha ti og ubt omse to ,htink. .
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Moetmtnicm ctarniety nt'do keil i and. Mgiht iemt ihst so sya ltsa be ritsf het :hsit 'ill dan.
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Ntw'o i ccsneha tweas more nay. .
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Way chunp ghohtur wya lefi uor e'slt ttah. .

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