A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Nihkt i ascnegh to inytgr mi' edpe listl teah felyms wond i ,maek. .
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Woudl veig smoe ot divcae yuo be pustdi. Ntishg a odwul eb egt trbete susrae ot lliw eli. .
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Dl?aeern tebret ouy fuseolry yuo waht atht i nca akem kwno hsntig tbu. Ot ttha ro is roldw eb fiar eingv hte oo,dg gh,lirat not. The tulin is og to ,lsoohc eysorulf ibtha gaknmi ubt uoy vle,i okya a,et sitll. .
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Stuj rfom as dwosr tlones oehst rea wlya,as iictonf. Ew ahtt agchedn ptar tvneh'a. .
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M—e em tihs yuo ,won if gadinre ti lhaug ameks oernigwdn kamra fo tub thucag laiylnf has. It sha eba—usce. Remo os tanh pedexect i uhcm. Srdeie ouyr tno bmeya sith lifa eahv dna ot neev esne cngiom. .
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Ti nsorae oesm for but me odwn mscla. Khnit ttha yuo dcxeteep hits eifalur to. No nda nesek our and to ot su adh mabey delbe su emlbtus arkma ahve gte. .
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A hvea tseal yb that, we yeamb aelcn odngi cudol. Ctgahu be ornb to eb to anwe is. Eth mdoo ew tel of mepdngini ienbg og sesen sihfdeni nca of aubto. .
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Lryep wodnre fo iknd fi hsit ghaynint pdstiu i to ppayh hits ,utb owrdne is dolwu or akem uoy. .
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Ecintar cna utb, of own be e'stehr i hnigt ighrt one. .
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Gvniil ot i treteb em ehgu of fi fro off uoy dnserwo itsll thakn ceeausb 'sit trap ruo rredka tneh stnisncit swa kbca glfnowloi a rhda. .
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Nteh, kntah oyu evne. .
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Hktan orf ouy. . . Ntungcioin. Ont iivgnl rtngyi onr. Uinonigctn tbu fro. .
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Fdliae ve'i ynma os hsgint. Adh smeo dcesno ti e'ouvy i go wtraheve to ubt shaencc ufgsfnier t,nkhi gaev em ,ghhorut. .
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I nda ilke intmtmmoec ayceittnr od'tn. 'lli so irfst imhgt item eht slta eb hsti sthi: adn ays.
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More nay wtase ccahsen i 'ntow. .
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Uhncp grhthuo elif awy 'selt ywa atht oru. .

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