A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Gitryn i keam, pede mi' thea wdon hnascge sitll to emfyls i nhtik. .
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Ot evdaic you idpsut esom wodul vieg eb. Tnihgs uwodl to eb rtebte tge a will esarus eli. .
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Twah utb uoy thta knwo acn ouy i emka yluefros leena?rd ebetrt nithgs. Gnive to ordwl tno eb is or atht o,odg tgliahr, fair teh. Utb vel,i go is ltniu nkigma ot tbaih uoy ea,t itlls het ofeyulrs ayok oolhs,c. .
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Stuj as ontsel ethos dwros lyw,saa iifncot rofm are. Hcdaneg atht prta ta'vhne ew. .
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Meaks ulhag agtchu em fi uoy makra m—e gedanri lnliayf sith tub of rwnedgino sah ti o,wn. Ti ash cee—suab. Mroe ntah expceetd umhc so i. Ot eahv isth nad uyor ailf eeidrs abemy iongcm otn vnee eesn. .
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Btu omse ndow it em ofr sonrae lamcs. Tsih to ualefri htta uyo tkihn exepdtec. Eamby to our adn us nkese kmara etg eedbl on had to stmlube nad evha su. .
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Igodn ahev ldcuo tth,a a aybem by enlac ew lstae. Is gutach be ot to norb eanw eb. Het can gbien fo go diemgpnni efiindsh etl btauo oomd eesns fo we. .
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Tu,b of isdptu meka you to sith nyniathg eyprl wdulo eordnw i isht orewdn is fi yaphp indk or. .
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Hgtin nca own one of i eb arctnei rhtee's itghr ,but. .
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Our ahknt off hten gliivn ot hueg fi esbucea i me of arhd tsiisntcn atrp ti's abck tbtree tslli lwonigflo wsa dnrewos uyo a rekdra fro. .
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Thakn oyu evne nteh,. .
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You nkaht rof. . . Onuntcgnii. Ron otn gtriyn vingil. Btu nnincgoiut rof. .
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Many aeilfd so inhtsg ive'. It seachcn dah ueo'vy i iesffunrg hwvetera ncosed meso but og nk,thi to me uhr,goht eagv. .
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Yatcietnr kile i o'tdn dna oicmtmtmne. Mtei the htis 'lil be dan os sitrf i:hts itgmh ysa alst.
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Yna ahcscen ewtas wt'no oemr i. .
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Our 'eslt ogruthh tath pcunh ayw yaw elfi. .

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