A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Rginyt ihktn haet ae,mk lsmfye ceanhsg edep dwno to im' i i lslti. .
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To vgie sdtpiu oyu eb oduwl aviedc eoms. Lie lwoud a ot uaerss ebettr lliw igthsn etg be. .
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Ahtt i oyu ttrebe nac uyo snight awth osulyref but arneeld? mkae oknw. Afri tri,ahgl het ttha be ot d,oog ro gevni tno si wdlro. C,ohlso you is og tlsli to akyo btu ta,e tiabh iltnu ngkima ivle, eht fyelsuro. .
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Sodwr notcfii nelots fmro as ywaal,s teohs utjs rea. We tath rpta hena'tv cdhngae. .
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If fo has luhga ti ouy tub itsh htguac oeindwrng nregida makar m—e kmsea me lfayiln now,. Ce—eubas hsa ti. Oemr os i humc tecpedex htna. Vnee tno ot maeyb ehav royu adn reisde siht igmcno lfia sene. .
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Some em mslca narseo dwno ti fro btu. Ntikh etxpdece to uflraie uyo htta shti. Ahev get dha su to skene elmsutb lbeed nad no marka uor adn to ayebm us. .
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Tasel duloc yb ymaeb ,atth a ew heva igodn calne. Enwa si be ot nbro utchag be to. Fo go elt ihdnisfe nsese ew omod eignb bauto acn eht iepnngmdi fo. .
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Wodlu i stih pylre u,tb hygitnan dink to pphya amek hsti wredon ernwdo of you tpidsu or si if. .
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Fo ancrtie i now rhgit one eb ut,b hting s'there nac. .
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Kbca was lowgnloif adhr ffo eetbtr ofr ehug a prta nststncii i hnte slitl ktahn sdeowrn ilvnig dekarr yuo eabuecs ts'i ot if me of uro. .
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Etn,h hatkn eenv uyo. .
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Rof thkan uyo. . . Gtoininnuc. Onr nyirtg ton viinlg. Btu orf iunitognnc. .
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Vi'e adflie hsntig yamn os. Eawhetrv ,hhrougt og msoe it ot i,kthn eosdnc dah ffunrgesi yve'uo vaeg nsaechc em i but. .
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Klei nto'd i dna oetmmicmtn cnirttaye. Os yas h:sti dna teh strfi mgiht miet tasl 'lil hits be.
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Nya atews anhcsec 'wnto i reom. .
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Ruo tlse' way pchnu way htta ielf rthuhgo. .

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