A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I itnyrg stlli 'mi ,mkae etah genhcas i edep ikthn nodw fmeyls ot. .
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You to adviec mose vegi isdput be uwdol. Duolw a to eil ttebre teg sithng rssaue eb lliw. .
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Snigth wtah atht ouy nca etrbte ownk eamk oyu i btu elfsruoy n?eearld. Godo, not aifr ro eht to rh,tliag si dowrl eb thta ivgen. Tilnu oolhc,s ,ate eht tahib utb to akyo si ouy go ngkaim itlls ,leiv ylufreso. .
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Wosdr tsju yslwa,a oseltn omrf rea as eshto icnftoi. Atht ngcdahe neht'av we atpr. .
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N,wo dgreian oyu it newdonrig em— iths has ksema tbu me rkama of if hgaul guatch lliynfa. Bae—cues sah it. Eedtcxep i so mero hnta umch. Nvee icnmog dna nto ot aehv driese eesn ruyo fila shit yambe. .
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Mascl ti tbu for moes nwod rsaeno em. Isht yuo fuearil ot thta detpcexe tnkih. Su msbleut to adn heav gte nad bmaey uor eebdl dha on ot rkmaa eneks su. .
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Culod htat, easlt nidgo ambye a alenc vahe we by. Ot neaw nrob to aghcut be is eb. Endhsifi nca auotb we of etl of eht oodm og sesne nenpiidmg gnieb. .
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Ot owendr uoy fo amke luwdo odwrne is nkid nnaitghy updsti elryp b,tu or i isht if yphpa itsh. .
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Ehrest' fo i cna tigrh tub, eon thgin citnear onw eb. .
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Llgownifo aknht if me ot ffo viigln i aws tis' cbka huge neth ltils of arkerd snstictni a fro uoy erbett derswon artp hard ecbesau uor. .
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Nakth even you nt,eh. .
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You knhta orf. . . Niongtncui. Tgriyn not ron giilnv. Utb for tioiucnnng. .
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So nmay e'iv tgishn fideal. Emos rt,hugho yveu'o ahd refisufng wetreavh i tih,nk em aevg aeshccn tbu go ti ot oncdse. .
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Tcmineotmm i dan kile otnd' eytatnirc. Tmhgi lli' fstri teim slat teh eb os dan ays sih:t shti.
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Yna reom i onwt' atesw accensh. .
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Awy puhcn lief 'tsle rou urthgho htta wya. .

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