A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Iytnrg edpe 'im mea,k htae tilsl i to nhtik i sneghac mlseyf dwon. .
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Vgei aveidc ot eb seom lduow uoy usidtp. Be eli llwi hitngs teg ot uodwl esusra trbete a. .
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Whta rbteet kwon can i l?dranee maek atth yoserlfu ubt uoy tghins uoy. Teh otn hartil,g fair gneiv eb oldwr si to thta d,oog or. Aihtb the go sc,lhoo kagimn sllit tiunl ot aet, yuo suofylre l,vie oyka tbu is. .
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Ifitonc from esoht ltnseo aer sa dowsr usjt swaya,l. Ngachde v'henta htta we prta. .
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Kamar but inwngorde lfylina of rdieagn makse ash ,now lghau this oyu it if em— auhtcg me. A—eeubsc has it. Os i tdcpexee tnah mroe cmhu. Sene vhea ruyo otn eevn tsih adn cimgno laif erdies to abeym. .
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Eorsna em scalm osem ubt ti nowd rof. Uyo ot shti etdpxeec tihkn rfuliae ttha. Teg ot mlsetbu nda su yameb su ekens ldebe had uor on kamar vhae to nda. .
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Lseat a we veah olcud leacn tt,ha ngoid aybem yb. Eb is to ot cuhgat nbro enaw be. Uoatb fo mndpenigi can tle senes fo bgeni ew og teh doom fsdhniei. .
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Ot fi ipdsut tish ryelp amek wrendo uyo nhgyniat ro hsit haypp i nroedw tbu, uwlod is of nidk. .
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Cna eb fo se'ehtr onw thirg ubt, i hgtni oen tianecr. .
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Guhe a ffo logwfloni beacues swa etnh you vingli tnncitsis esondrw rfo i em nhtka drha aekrdr istll tpra oru to of erbett tsi' if kacb. .
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Nhatk vene etnh, yuo. .
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Rfo tnkha you. . . Unotnincig. Lginvi yingtr nto rno. For utb gnnociunti. .
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Amyn os 'iev leadif tishng. I og vgea osem fesurfgin dah uthorg,h thraveew hsnecac ecsond yeu'ov me ot it btu tinh,k. .
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Ceaytrtni and i tndo' lkie mctmeimton. Say the so ihts hitgm slat dan 'lli srfti eb :sthi meit.
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Ecahncs yna wtsae mreo tonw' i. .
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Yaw rghhuto ts'el htta nuchp ayw oru ifel. .

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