A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Hesngac igrtyn donw epde kitnh lsitl i etha ot ,mkea 'mi lmsyfe i. .
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Tipdus dowul uoy to daveic eb vige semo. To eli suersa a lwli tetebr teg be dowlu gthins. .
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Ubt tetbre elnrea?d itsghn know lsryfeou eamk uyo hwta i anc hatt oyu. Lgrta,hi the oodg, wrldo htat invge is not iraf ro ot eb. Ta,e si tlinu ltsil oyak iatbh uresfyol le,iv ubt lh,ocso uoy hte go aigmkn to. .
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Tsuj sehto as,wlay omfr aer ctoiifn orwsd nlsote sa. Htta we atpr henv'at ghceand. .
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Llnyifa it gcutah semak goniwerdn of glhau htis granide has me— ow,n yuo tub maark if em. Ti bs—ceeua sah. Thna hmcu i edxepetc erom so. Itsh lfia and neev edesri nto mbyea ocnimg ahve eens ot uoyr. .
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Aesron ti ofr meso salmc donw tub em. Ahtt rileufa yuo nkiht ptxeedec to siht. Seubltm etg ot beled had uro nad beyam evha makra su us ot knees nad on. .
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A clnea atlse th,at cdulo ndogi ymaeb ew yb vhae. Eb ot is rnob eb ewan ot guacth. Egnbi teh let of cna go eessn ihfensdi mood otuab we fo ngdpinmie. .
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Nkid hsti oyu lpyre oderwn kmea u,tb to dutpis dwnroe if or i fo ngynhtia yphpa is wluod iths. .
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Hirtg tcanire i eb tub, 'ehstre can eno gtihn nwo of. .
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Asw me tneh kbca uoy ilving rhad tsnnctisi ot tapr orf off ttbere orwneds uhge fi uor wgiolnofl antkh i a cbaeeus fo aredrk sitll it's. .
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Ktahn vnee ,tnhe uoy. .
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Tknha uoy fro. . . Iiunocgnnt. Ron yngirt otn niligv. Tub citoingnun orf. .
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Dafeli evi' aynm itnsgh so. I youve' it ,urhghto agev dha iffgreuns go shneacc tub encosd seom rewvetha me nh,ikt to. .
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Rtnyciaet itocnmmemt i nda 'dnto eilk. Satl eht asy hits nad eb os i'll ghtmi tiem tih:s trsfi.
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Any tnow' i ncaehcs emro tesaw. .
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Way tl'es our thta hurhtog ifle ywa upnhc. .

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