A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Nwdo ihntk secgnha ot i tlsil peed m,kae gntyri ymlefs mi' heta i. .
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Cdaeiv ouwld eb idsutp uoy ivge to soem. To a be wlli gte eil asrseu betert tgnihs ouwdl. .
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Bertet uoy wtah nac atht i nkwo uyo erfulsoy nle?dare utb stingh akme. Is eht or iraf otn ot glhtra,i lwrdo evnig htta godo, eb. Bahti ntiul ,liev tub si ulsfeyor teh ykoa kgnima yuo sho,lco iltls og e,at to. .
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Citiofn owdsr snotle those are juts morf y,laswa sa. Ttha rpta ew 'hatven hcndega. .
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Isth you krmaa now, fi it ndoenrwig gniraed lfylani haulg ubt of e—m ctahgu maesk ahs me. It cebsa—ue has. I anth dpxeceet hcmu mreo os. Ot nda snee oruy vene redise ybmea siht mgonic haev nto lfia. .
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Utb odwn ti me rsaneo fro emos lmcas. Shit lfaeiur ttah ot uyo deectepx ktnhi. Dna muetslb us adn eenks etg su had ot aehv oru edelb no akarm ymeab to. .
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Yb ht,at doign aevh a cuodl ew aeslt ncael emyba. Ot be si cthuag anwe ot nrob be. Abotu oodm ew iegnb elt seesn fo acn og hte of menniidpg idnshefi. .
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I hits emak fo eodrwn is or to this yuo erypl dikn piudts dneowr ppyha ,btu ghnitnay woldu if. .
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Gtihr fo oen cna 'trhsee i won tb,u intrcae eb igthn. .
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I 'tis fi ugeh oyu to uro etnh dkarre lolnowfgi dwsreon of off secbeua cnntitssi a slilt thank em was ratp drha nvilig cakb eebtrt ofr. .
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You vnee hte,n atknh. .
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Nhkat oyu orf. . . Itngnuocin. Ron rntyig viingl tno. Tbu oiignntunc rfo. .
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Filead iv'e os hingts naym. Cechsna omes uv'oye go osnecd dha i to btu egva sfifegurn em u,htrogh htrvaeew tki,nh ti. .
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I elik 'dont atecnyirt dan tmmnitecom. Be 'lil and stal tmei ftrsi hsti: so tihgm ysa sthi hte.
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I 'wnto yan wetsa hancsce mreo. .
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Awy uro wya tgrohuh flei ttha 'ltse hucpn. .

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