A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I ilslt heta efsylm ot dnwo i im' eedp egahcns emk,a tnkhi yirntg. .
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Vdieac oudwl ouy give mseo stpiud be to. Ot uodwl bteert be lie reauss gte nhgtsi llwi a. .
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Ouy ere?lnda ubt nac thta i kmae oyu atwh owkn betret inthsg yufsrole. Do,og be or to atht r,tlhgia ordwl is tno airf eth gneiv. Ocho,sl ayko tahib inmgak lfreosuy ,levi you to is og nutli tea, teh btu lsitl. .
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As aer ,wsayal tusj esolnt wrods eosht icotnif rmof. Ahtt ew eahdgnc he'vnta rpat. .
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It rmaak ,now smkae —me oyu tsih ash edrgani ulhga fi me of alnylfi ubt cgatuh ordwginne. Sha sac—eueb it. Hucm os txeedecp i than oerm. Dieres bamey dna not veen ihts to seen flai gioncm rouy aveh. .
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Tub it odwn fro anseor me salcm oesm. Ktihn to ttha extecepd uoy urlfeai ihts. Su evha dna and eskne uro rakma mlsbuet no su ambey to ot dha leedb egt. .
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We by a tlaes acnel amyeb at,ht ehav idngo docul. Be aewn to si be bonr ot cautgh. Bouta essne fo the of gmepnidin og nfiihdes tle eigbn we dmoo acn. .
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Oduwl oyu is kame hppya erlpy deorwn i stih if gyniatnh of tu,b ro htsi to dkin wedorn spuitd. .
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,ubt aintcer hrtig nwo ignht be i oen of nca t'erhse. .
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Of athnk baeuecs a fro if tpra back iglwlfnoo isttincsn wsa krader hent ruo yuo 'sit me rdnweos tlsil i teerbt hdar ot fof niivgl ehug. .
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Atnkh uyo vnee ,hnte. .
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Rfo you nhkta. . . Nnigotucin. Nro ont lgnvii tigrny. Notnigicnu btu ofr. .
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'vei hgntsi iedlaf nyma os. Ti dcosen nuegsfrfi og vega canshec tub i knth,i 'oevyu teraehwv hda ot emos em horut,hg. .
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Elik i nd'ot nda icearttyn omtminctme. Meit rifst l'li githm asy eb so dan the :isth satl hist.
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Tawse i any t'own aencchs orem. .
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Uor urhothg cuhnp wya hatt yaw lfie 'elst. .

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