A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Msyfel ecagnsh i dpee ytnrgi kma,e i to i'm tllsi down htkin teah. .
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Wodul oyu eoms ditpus aedicv gvei to eb. Rbttee ot nsigth iel a eb illw gte oluwd saurse. .
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Ruseyofl re?eadnl you you i rbeett anc ginhst kwno atth kmea thwa ubt. A,irhltg vegin tno dlorw is eb eht ot irfa or that ood,g. Lslti ielv, aoky ingamk ouy et,a lnitu btu is the ot og chl,soo oesuyrfl itbha. .
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Niitfoc ohets seoltn as mfor rea ujts a,yslaw oswdr. Vhn'tea cedgahn ttah aptr we. .
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But of ndgrweoni akems fi inllyfa uyo gathuc amkra igdnera ,own ihts uhlga hsa e—m em it. Ti saubc—ee ahs. Oerm os hcmu pectdeex i ntha. Eevn eesn vhea ton and iresed yuor this ifal ngciom ot mbyea. .
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Me nodw seonra for aslcm btu esom it. Oyu sith ot pxtdceee lfaireu kitnh ttha. Us karam sltbume to veah adn dna egt dleeb us ot eeksn uor hda ebmya on. .
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Goind locud lteas veah lanec a yemba t,hta ew yb. Thacgu eb be obnr ot nwea ot si. Acn dmiginnpe toabu ew het of omod idhfsien gnbei tel og of esens. .
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Fi is intayghn i or hist ot oyu dwenor wldou psudti owdner u,bt hist nikd fo pyrle yaphp maek. .
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Icntaer onw fo hres'et i be noe cna itnhg ightr b,tu. .
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Anhkt kbac tneh csebaeu ptra nilwgolof tntinicss dhar fi orf uegh i eadrrk oyu me its' a to berett off iignlv reoswdn uro of aws ltsil. .
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Enve net,h kahtn yuo. .
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Fro oyu aknth. . . Ginniuncto. Gvnili ginryt nro nto. Orf utb ncniiungot. .
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Ive' ailfde namy hngits os. I me ,ntikh ot fnisgefru weavtehr vyou'e smeo nsdcoe adh gaev t,huorhg it btu nccesah go. .
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Keli tnoemimctm entrcyait 'dton i nda. So :tihs the eb ghmti ays ihts rfsti nda 'lli eitm lsta.
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Mero nschaec nya o'nwt wtesa i. .
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Feil awy ayw 'lste atht thhguor huncp uro. .

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