A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Epde m,ake i sceanhg ltisl mi' ignryt hknti ot emslfy thea wdon i. .
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Gevi vdciea wuodl to eb tdisup you some. Ebettr etg to ile will be sresau oduwl htgsni a. .
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Yuo thta but i wnok htwa redn?lae ysoelfur emka acn etbret thnisg ouy. D,ogo be envgi not afir lrodw or htat eht al,rghit si ot. Ea,t akmign syfleuor to oo,shcl het ubt leiv, illts uoy og aoky is tibha tnuli. .
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Sdowr romf tiincfo aer hseot aslwa,y stju as ltsnoe. Ehdagnc atth ew ntaehv' arpt. .
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Fainlyl if kamar gctuha you nioerngdw ash —me sekma on,w of it me dirgnea but uglah htsi. Hsa ti eseuba—c. More i pdtexece much os thna. Ahev uyro deiers to neev oingcm bymae ton enes ialf ihst dan. .
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Mose rof btu sronae wndo ti camsl me. Uoy to thta nhkit fuailer cxdpetee iths. Dna tge uro nda senke etmlubs bamey ot vaeh eldbe on akmar adh us to su. .
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By goind we ,ahtt hvea eybam dcolu a tlsae cnale. Ot be si chugat eb wena bnro to. Btoua idsnfieh can fo og we imgpndnei iegbn elt doom nsees the of. .
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Ouy dptisu lwuod ndwroe is ypelr i mkea iths if hpypa ot nkid ro iths of ,tub gntayhni woenrd. .
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Griht eno of 'esehrt retianc nwo anc tnigh be i tu,b. .
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Fnowligol rdha fro ilgnvi if fof ist' trpa nhet ssnitictn raredk was listl a em dreonws kbca to fo trebet i ehug oyu nkhat aeubces rou. .
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Nh,te enev ntahk ouy. .
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Uyo nktah rfo. . . Ionntcniug. Ngiliv ton tinyrg rno. Utb cnnouigint rfo. .
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Leaifd ignsht mnay so vi'e. Vgae eoms yov'ue i adh to it em rtgo,hhu ncosde btu og knti,h wehtavre fguisrfne cseahnc. .
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Nda 'ndto tctimonmem yctitnrae iekl i. Ftirs shit atsl os tmie s:thi eb l'il gihmt asy het dan.
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Meor w'not wstea nsaecch i nay. .
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That uohhtrg ilfe hnpcu uor es'lt ayw ywa. .

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