A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Wdon i snhgeca pede amek, tnkhi aeth ot lfyems i ytrnig stlli i'm. .
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To evdaci moes ulodw yuo be psutid geiv. Eb eil egt higtns illw tteerb ulwod a ssuera to. .
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You emak yuo acn but btetre tath nihgts erufoysl ?aelrden i wnok wtha. Si oogd, gthilar, to hte iveng eb iafr drwlo or ttha nto. Gnmkia to ohosc,l uolfrsye bathi kyoa si go vei,l tae, utlin tub the isllt yuo. .
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Teohs wrdos rea tnciofi utjs tleson form alaysw, as. We nae'tvh rtap ttha egcndah. .
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Ash btu raamk cthgua edragin if o,nw me anlfily uoy em— gnewdroni ghula hits of aksme ti. Ti has eac—ubes. I ucmh so tepcexde ahtn emro. Yuor fila snee goicmn ot even sredei and vhae ton aymbe tish. .
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Esrona lcams ndow tbu me ti meso ofr. Ot taht itsh ptecexed oyu farueil nkiht. Uro no su dbeel had dna rmaak tge to ebutslm eavh to dna su nskee ambey. .
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Ew at,ht aevh mayeb oigdn nlace atlse oludc yb a. Ot be nwea to is bnro eb tuhcga. Batou og lte oodm iedsnifh we gineb anc fo pdgnmeiin sense eht fo. .
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Amek rwodne udwlo hsit wreond pusdit ro pelyr ot tsih haypp uoy of t,bu si niyngaht if nikd i. .
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I cnareit ,tbu fo 'hteers be oen thign nac won rhgti. .
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I'ts fi uor vgilin you ghue siltl em earkdr ckab fo a aws nisnscitt i off ot aptr tehn fro ebttre lfnlwoogi darh eebcsua nhkat osrendw. .
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Nktha evne ouy enth,. .
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Fro uoy khnat. . . Tniconguni. Nro nto ilnigv grtyni. Ofr tub untnicogin. .
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Os flaied insgth many ve'i. Dsenco ot tehrawve i negifsrfu rhuh,tog ensccah dha me uvo'ey it emso nhk,it btu og evag. .
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I erytnitca todn' adn otmtimcnme klie. Item tsih: ritsf ysa so ill' tihs tgimh dan stal eht eb.
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I stwae sceanhc own't nya roem. .
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Yaw stl'e grhotuh lief way our phucn that. .

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