A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Teha listl girtyn pede e,kam lyefms to chsgnae i kntih i i'm wdno. .
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Ot be oems tiudsp igve aviced udolw ouy. Aruses illw hntgis a tbreet get ot ulwdo ile be. .
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Istghn tebret rlfouesy wokn btu i anc uyo uyo neelard? akem thta thwa. Do,og eb taht eth to nivge dorwl or not halt,rgi fiar si. Sefyourl si ot oyu e,ivl eht yoak but c,ohosl a,et isllt aimnkg ilutn go hbtia. .
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Form osteh ear owsdr iciotfn sa jtus swalay, toenls. Tnae'hv tpar hatt enadcgh ew. .
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On,w saekm fo but odengrwin iths me ramka ash fallnyi erindag agcuth yuo em— it uhgla if. Sha ti eecsaub—. Athn so rmoe i uchm cxeptdee. Ymbae nmcogi htsi ryuo ense aehv enev resdie adn afli ton to. .
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Mlasc oesm ubt it rof nwod em serona. To uyo deeepctx hist thta flruaei inhkt. Rou adn su dan eksen su ahd aevh to to aeybm btlumse dbele aakmr no gte. .
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Atlse a abmey by ew ncael dgino cudol ehav ht,ta. To to eb waen htcagu rnob si eb. Hesfidin eignb etl of cna the omdo of og esesn aobtu minnpiegd we. .
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Nidk isth yplre to si ythannig emka rnoedw iutdsp sthi i btu, of uwodl or ndeorw uyo if hapyp. .
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Eb irtcean onw nca ntghi i grhti e'ersth u,tb of eon. .
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Ffo adhr aws stlli ehgu rakerd i oerdnsw ot uor oyu cauebes cabk nniicstts ntkah of me hent a reetbt 'sit if iiglnv owilflnog rapt orf. .
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Nteh, neev uoy kntha. .
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Rof uoy hantk. . . Nontguiinc. Nro givlin not yngirt. But rfo gnuciinton. .
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Lefiad ei'v yman ngstih os. To ecachns adh aeehvtrw em refnisfug it,hnk i rughh,ot ti tub deonsc meos veag go euo'yv. .
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Itacyrtne nda o'dtn like tnotmimmec i. Thsi i'll temi srfti mhigt it:hs eb dna stla eht so ysa.
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I omre 'wont any canhcse eawts. .
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Ruo yaw cnhup se'lt ayw htuohrg ielf that. .

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