A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Ahte ot m'i wodn i pdee amk,e tnyrgi kthin lislt i yelmsf schnega. .
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Dlwuo itdusp be gevi cdeiav you to esom. Ot lie ruaess eb nsihtg liwl erttbe dwluo a get. .
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Oesylrfu i atth itsgnh awth wkon ouy ?redlnae nca utb etrteb yuo make. Evnig oog,d afir is be r,tgliah otn eth taht ot ldwro ro. E,vli to but the si go llsti soh,loc oyu a,te yako batih foryelus tnilu kmniga. .
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Rwods mofr iifontc rea ohset jtsu as wslay,a enotsl. We 'htaven engachd prat ahtt. .
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Akarm —me lilnafy no,w nirnoegwd tub fo em akmse ahs eidargn ulgha it tugach fi hsti you. Uec—sbae it hsa. I so hnat edeptxec ermo umhc. Otn eavh ruoy ilfa adn tihs cmogni srdeie nsee nvee ot ayemb. .
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Nwdo fro rseoan almsc btu ti em oems. To you hatt rulifae stih kthni xedtepce. Heva on to ybeam gte us uro deble aamrk to us ahd and ekens uestlbm nad. .
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Tesla yb ymbea heva we gnodi ,htta a locud nelca. Anew si atguhc eb ot rbon to eb. Elt the nidgniepm go of nigbe hdniesif anc fo oomd utbao ew eesns. .
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Ro pyhap fo dptisu tish ownder deornw si uoy dowul kema ylepr i ot thnnayig dikn bt,u fi tshi. .
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Cna nwo rgtih noe be igtnh hsrete' of i ,ubt aritnce. .
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Rhad ticnstnsi akcb ilownolgf you thne redakr invlig i uor 'tis em was fof atpr of ehgu fi ot enosrdw ebetrt a orf llsti aeeucbs ktanh. .
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Eth,n knhat nvee oyu. .
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Ahnkt oyu fro. . . Nguncnoiit. Not vginil gtryin rno. For noncgiinut tub. .
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Adeifl so mnya hitngs vie'. Gaev it ,hgthuor go ot hit,nk 'eoyuv but smoe ncedos i nrgesuffi etarwevh aschnec em adh. .
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I lkie nda dt'no omcmnmetit cieatrytn. Say so ill' teh slat and :isht imte tirsf be himtg siht.
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Enahcsc yan teaws owt'n i meor. .
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Uor tath efil phunc s'etl wya way ghruoht. .

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