A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Lmeyfs tslil e,akm 'mi aeth i nodw depe gtyinr ot tiknh ghcnase i. .
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Vige cvdiea omse to you suptdi be dolwu. Liwl lie rssuea ishtng ludwo eetrbt a eb teg to. .
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Uoy kame ouy i nca hignst wnko tahw atht anerd?le oefulyrs ubt ttereb. Eth or is rafi dlwor gienv atth eb rhtlga,i goo,d nto ot. But akyo mkgian you nluit go to is oelrfsyu bahti coslh,o vil,e tslil teh aet,. .
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Stelon era mofr a,ywlas dsrwo ionifct sa shote jtus. Tapr atht cedahng ew naev'th. .
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Enodgnirw e—m hsa ylnalif own, uoy aksem tshi tub gtcuha of makra uahlg igeardn it me if. Ahs ti ebacus—e. Htna so i expdtcee uchm ermo. Otn aehv driees even to aeybm fali mnocig adn oyur enes hsit. .
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Ofr tub amlcs em mseo nwod nsoear it. Tath you eepcxdet iearulf hits to tihkn. On vhea dan nda dleeb our tge su ybmae adh us ramka to to keens euslmtb. .
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Ew a dogin htta, ehva byema eclan alset yb oucld. Nwae to be eb born si ot tcugah. Ew dmoo tboau of gbnei esesn the cna fo elt go efhdiisn giinmdpen. .
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I or to of dwlou utpdsi si hsti ekma dworne if papyh nedowr ouy naiynhgt elrpy tshi dnik utb,. .
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Ubt, etacrni trhgi won of neo eb higtn anc r'shtee i. .
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Redark i'ts eetbtr i rsedown buasece hnatk rof cbak me to hnte radh ivgnil uoy a sisttcnin ofilowgln fi sitll oru tpar fof of wsa gueh. .
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Hn,te enve nkath yuo. .
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Uoy kntha fro. . . Onniinctug. Nigtyr ont rno ivgiln. Orf btu nicitugonn. .
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Ghsint myna so ive' fliade. But it me gvae fsiugnefr had go omes edcnos ot 'uvoey cehnasc i ruhgoh,t teherwva ktn,ih. .
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I todn' yticntrea like mncetiommt dan. :shti istrf stih eb mtie ghimt stal adn l'li asy so teh.
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Ayn ont'w cacnehs i rome westa. .
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Our pcnuh wya iefl ywa htta 'ltse thorugh. .

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