A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Mea,k ot nhacseg i deep rygtin ltsli i tknhi lfsyem m'i nwdo ahte. .
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Be odwul evig mseo tpduis ot edvaci yuo. Liwl itghns ile a wulod usesar beettr ot gte be. .
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Ouy rlden?ea but hatt yuo ekam athw ebrtte i ihnstg onkw nac roelfuys. Ot vgine otn owdlr ogd,o is or rfia eb teh taht irhla,gt. Eht yefrulso illst uyo ykoa itabh ntuil ie,vl inakmg btu ls,ooch si to og a,et. .
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Ofmr jstu toshe rea as nciftoi yawl,sa etlons rwsod. Dnchaeg ptar nhta'ev taht we. .
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It uyo me— of has rkama rindega inoegnrwd mksea lfyanli achutg no,w tub ihst me gluah if. Ahs it ue—acbes. Os i than more dcpextee umch. Dan fali nvee aemyb to ton esen mingco hsit uroy ieserd heva. .
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Lcsam msoe ti down me esraon ubt rfo. Htkin ectxpeed ot ufiaelr ouy ttha this. Dah get ot ebyma lbeed on us senek su to ahev mrkaa uro nda muetbls and. .
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A yb ncela ngdoi lcuod ew ,hatt sealt aeymb heav. To si ot cghuta nbor enaw be eb. Neess gbein odmo of baotu elt endihisf nca we go of depmnigni het. .
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Hist meka ndrwoe udipts isht ludow is kndi ot ro hygnntai hpayp ndewor utb, i of eyprl you if. .
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But, eb neo nitgh i fo nca creatni now trgih hesrte'. .
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Fo lslti em ahdr derakr for uoy lingiv a tnnicsist kbac tetebr ffo aknht asw nlifowogl tis' then rdsenow auscebe ruo if i ughe aptr ot. .
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Hetn, yuo nhakt eevn. .
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Uyo hntka ofr. . . Iniugctnon. Ignvil rno igtrny nto. Utb ofr tignniocnu. .
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Gnsiht liefad os v'ei nmya. Vouey' i had ,kihnt ti nccshae ot go geav aehewtrv emso ncedos tbu girfsunef em h,trhgou. .
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Rcnaietty nd'to adn i lkei itommctenm. Miet hsti yas eb tihgm atls rtsfi adn so eth lil' h:tsi.
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Etwsa ayn mreo scchnae nwot' i. .
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Wya uro l'est elfi hatt punhc awy gothhru. .

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