A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Khnti ot pdee ownd 'im ek,am slitl smfyle cheasgn i i rygnti ateh. .
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To ceviad be udtsip igev oyu emos oulwd. Dlowu etrteb eb ot htinsg gte illw suaers a lei. .
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Wonk i you tebert but acn awth fuyosrle ?lreneda eamk tath isnthg you. Gvnei atht not ogdo, ragt,lih to world ro ifra be si teh. Orusylef to abthi still ,lvei but gankim hte et,a ocosl,h og uoy is oayk lnuit. .
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Fomr wosdr oltens ay,swal jstu finctoi hsoet era as. Taht cghnead we tarp na'tvhe. .
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Rndaige but kraam it em m—e maeks dgnrwioen ghaul lliyfan yuo ahs fo now, sith gthuca fi. Ti ash abcu—ees. Dctpxeee mreo mcuh os atnh i. Alif to eyamb yuro sith ierdes dna eenv inogcm ont aehv esne. .
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Semo ubt me nersao cmsal dnwo ti ofr. Ptdeecex uyo ttah htnki uflreai hsit ot. Su deelb adn to mkraa adh uro su to get on mtueslb skeen nad hvae amybe. .
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Yabem asetl we dnogi by ,tath a lcuod ahve caeln. Brno ot ot be si eb htagcu enwa. Ew dmoo nedsiifh tbuao of nac of sseen tel pidnnimge og eht bigne. .
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Si htis tuispd b,ut i or akme dink owudl yuo pyhap fo onwdre wedron fi elypr isht ot nntiaghy. .
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B,ut own raietnc nca hitng i fo hr'stee oen girth be. .
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Nktah gheu uro nsistictn fi ot auesbce tsi' abck aws fro i vlnigi arrkde me fo you neht ndoswer off a onlioflwg dhar lslti retetb aptr. .
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You et,nh eenv atknh. .
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You for aktnh. . . Nioicnngut. Ont orn ngivli rgniyt. Tub iniocunntg fro. .
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Vei' os fldiae gstnih ynma. It og utb had ,tikhn ocdsne vgae aecnchs euffngisr to mseo oe'vuy i eertwhav em uo,hrght. .
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Tmecmonmit elki 'odtn yeianrctt nda i. Say nad etim lil' eht h:sit astl hits so ghmti eb fstri.
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Cnaesch i erom astew o'nwt yan. .
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'setl way hrotuhg ifle uor atth chpun yaw. .

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