A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Itlsl agscehn yrgnit i nitkh to tahe m'i eped ndow i eflyms a,emk. .
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Yuo omse pdsuit be vgei icaevd oulwd to. To ttebre itghsn ilwl teg be earuss uwdol a lie. .
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Uoy ?rnlaede rufeyslo taht yuo tgsihn wnok teertb i akme btu cna wtah. Atht vgine to dwrlo eb the airf si ro g,ood r,thailg ont. Tlsli go the v,lie lsyrouef is to hatib tae, ,hlcsoo ubt magink iltnu oayk you. .
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Ohets frmo ear sword tujs sa sleotn oicifnt al,wsay. We neh'tva patr that cgdhaen. .
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Ghctau hsa rdneoiwng mraak ughla if yuo —me it smeka of utb htsi rdneagi fiylnal n,ow me. Sha cebasue— ti. Mreo os i mhuc xcdeeetp thna. Ot abeym nad alfi uryo this ton oimngc vnee have eens sdreei. .
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Ti eoms ndow resaon fro amcls em btu. Htat uyo ot iearlfu deeexctp nkthi this. Nda su ot to nad ebamy kaamr had on uor stluemb ledbe esekn us ahev teg. .
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Odgni a eltas by ath,t ducol veah mebay aelnc we. Onrb to ucathg to eb be si naew. Enses etl enbig eht ihfseind can fo otaub og we fo ndnpigeim modo. .
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Noewrd eplyr i ot uldow ewornd you tish ekam of b,tu sith ro fi tiupsd annhtygi kidn phpay is. .
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Bu,t be acneitr wno tigrh i teh'sre gtihn fo nca neo. .
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Lgownloif uoy drarke nhte a cesebua rfo ffo uor stcstnnii ts'i rhda rtap wsa me teebrt geuh akbc lstli of osnrdew ot khnat fi nivigl i. .
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Nkhat en,ht enev you. .
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You tankh rof. . . Oicutgnnin. Tnigry not rno gnivil. Btu rfo itncugonni. .
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Eiv' so ightsn iefald ynma. Atwehrve cneshca evo'yu em had sirfgfeun msoe gave ecdsno thuhog,r ti i ot tub thnk,i og. .
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I mtomtenmic tyceiatrn lkie d'ont dan. So 'lli hmgit ietm hte this tfsri dna tlas be sya tsi:h.
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Nya eashncc wto'n eatws i erom. .
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Yaw upcnh lfie atht hohgrtu rou wya st'le. .

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