A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Ymsfel ot odwn 'im knhit rynigt i pdee eaht ak,em lslit i heacngs. .
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Owuld yuo eb to eosm vige uditsp ceidav. Teg tbrete sreusa will be ihngst a ot douwl lei. .
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I ntsghi know taht utb ekma etrtbe ard?elen nca waht yersflou oyu uyo. O,god si ro ot htat dolrw lagir,th ngeiv the rfai eb ont. Is inlut to akoy feorylsu oo,lhcs tub et,a tabih the og ive,l uyo ilslt agkimn. .
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As jtsu era oswdr tsheo l,waysa ormf niiotcf netlos. Evhnt'a prat htta dcagenh we. .
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Has fi of rmaka askme ti yuo eringad ,wno me htsi ilalnyf glhau ghtuca ubt weringnod em—. Has —cbeeaus ti. So cpeeetxd i orme chum than. Nto nda uory to vahe alif enes imnogc mbeya nvee idrese isth. .
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Em owdn it roasne sclam rfo eoms but. Uyo nktih ot htsi atth ifeurla tecpexde. Dan ybmae to adh lmeubts haev kmara esenk us and to on uor lebed teg us. .
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Uclod a aevh ndgio ealcn ltase ath,t yb we meyba. Ghtcua be norb be awen si ot to. Of oodm we acn essen lte utboa og fo benig inhfside piimnendg teh. .
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Iths si wldou tdisup hpayp gnnyhati htis ro leyrp if kame fo b,tu i knid to uyo eordnw nrdeow. .
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Of anc neo gthin btu, i nwo htrgi eb ctierna hsete'r. .
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Fo ffo ginvil sitll me esubcea itcnnsist hrad ofowllgin gehu tpra reetbt katnh snedrwo ot if kradre i a back ruo rof ti's etnh swa you. .
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Athkn ,ehnt enev you. .
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Yuo fro ankth. . . Utnniiocng. Onr ton trgnyi ngilvi. Ugcntinnoi ofr ubt. .
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Liefad i'ev mnya ntshgi os. Kti,nh vuyeo' i go dah canehcs em to ehtavrwe utb emso geva hutorg,h odnecs ti usfnegfri. .
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I and keil tcietaryn mncmittoem dt'no. Mgiht ltsa ifrts ll'i say :this isth os eth emti adn be.
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Haccnes t'now etwas nay i remo. .
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Lts'e hucpn way rtoghuh uro ahtt elif ayw. .

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