A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Dpee ka,em 'im i iyrngt esflmy etah lltis ndwo i hcneasg ot ntkih. .
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Ot eb osem oyu give lwduo dtsipu eavdci. Lei to wlil doulw etetbr rasseu a get eb ntihgs. .
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That eamk nkwo i uoy what etebrt acn uoyflesr tgsnih ?rleaend uoy ubt. Ot lti,hrga oog,d eth is or dwolr not eb irfa enivg ahtt. Uyoserlf ,eat veil, tihab uoy to ,lhcsoo eht ayko go ltsli si but agnmik itnul. .
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Fmor nitoifc y,asalw are ohtes stju wosrd tnolse sa. Tapr ew ant'hve hngaedc thta. .
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Kmara ghual fo kasem btu rendiag fi ouy me it flaniyl n,ow cghtua ngewodinr has e—m htis. Ti sha eu—baces. Remo hcmu i so nhat edpeetxc. Esen nvee and tshi edries gomnic yruo bemay tno ot heva alif. .
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Wndo amscl msoe em ubt it roasen for. You iufrale shit ntkhi pcextede taht to. Sumetlb and su dha no rou yemab ot heva rmkaa etg dan us dlbee to ksnee. .
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Tasel a noigd mabey by dclou tta,h haev celan we. Nbro is anew eb acguth ot be ot. Ew eimgdpnin dfisinhe of lte fo het nca modo nbeig uaotb og esens. .
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Fo ,btu is mkae dsiutp ot i edwron phpay sith uoy shit elpyr eodrwn dink if ro ahtignny loudw. .
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,utb rctiaen tighr nca fo oen i itnhg be erst'eh onw. .
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Rdha me edsrnow was bkca ktanh ofr its' karerd a llist i fi hgeu oflogwlin rou issitnnct fo teetrb arpt oyu fof uebecas ot ilvngi hnet. .
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Tneh, uyo evne nathk. .
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Anhtk you rof. . . Nntgociuin. Rno gilvni nirytg nto. Ofr btu ngcuoniint. .
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Faield gstihn os ynma ie'v. Vgae go tub omse ncsahce kn,hti hweveatr ot u'yeov me ffgurensi it h,turhog cdosen adh i. .
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Cmtoimentm do'tn ayettcnri leki i nad. Tshi eht mgith iemt sftir i'll so :tsih salt eb nda asy.
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I awset chesacn ayn erom wo'nt. .
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Se'lt our ahtt upnhc feil ywa awy ohrgthu. .

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