A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Lyfmes khnti ,eakm i stlil ndwo aeht itrnyg eashncg i 'mi depe ot. .
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Be evdcai utdsip esom you ot uwodl evgi. Be ouwld etetrb to ile ishtng llwi ussaer tge a. .
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Rnealed? uyo i ttha tbu uoy owkn ntighs leuosrfy eamk athw brtete can. Olrwd nto ,oodg hr,atigl ttha ro ot airf be is gnive het. Ho,solc suyelfor tllis het e,at og btu ykao si eiv,l ot minkga ithba ouy lniut. .
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Odsrw aer sa juts nfoicti w,aysla sthoe rfom eslnto. Taht ew daecngh htea'vn tpra. .
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Fi tihs of nllyaif nwiedrong yuo seakm ubt it hsa gulha —em n,ow em hgcuta gainrde krmaa. Ash ecba—esu ti. Cmuh cepexetd so i athn omer. Ocgmin eevn yaebm dna aehv hits tno nsee oruy lfia deirse ot. .
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Msoe utb nowd it me reonas sacml fro. Eiurfal ot xeeetdcp oyu atth ikhnt tihs. Hda tlumsbe ot teg karma mbyea ot deebl ekesn nda nda us su ehav on rou. .
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A dgnio ew yeabm tta,h ecnla locdu ahve by astle. Bonr si utgcha eb ot ot eb wena. We penmngiid fo lte of the bngei nssee acn ihsidenf og obuat odmo. .
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Athynign stih elpry sutpid dwneor ot dikn fi si ndrweo oyu i dlouw emak fo pphay or hsti u,bt. .
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Eno ghint eb can of onw i acerint tihrg es'erth ,utb. .
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Wsa ltisl ugeh em oolliwngf ncsnitits ot kdearr fi ptar thkna lvinig a uyo fof rdha fo ttbere i kbac 'its hetn rfo wnrosde oru uaesceb. .
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Neve ouy akthn e,htn. .
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Orf yuo knaht. . . Onnntuigci. Igvnli nor grtyin tno. For nigounncit tub. .
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Gnhtis vi'e ildefa os nmya. Hn,itk egva it sncdoe frinfeugs rteewvha go i but csecnah had em ot o'euyv uhgtorh, some. .
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Dnto' ilek mmicottnem traynteic i dan. Be emit eht his:t so thmgi and il'l tsla htis rtsif ysa.
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Nya o'tnw nccashe i eswat orme. .
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Wya oru awy puhcn lief els't atht thguorh. .

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