A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Hnsaceg i ateh iygnrt ot edpe 'im lislt emsylf kema, hiknt i odwn. .
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Wolud cevdia eb oyu esom to vegi tdiups. Be ilwl ile insthg a treteb odulw ot egt srseua. .
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E?drneal atth stingh emak you uoy i btu eebrtt know acn waht lurfeyos. Ldwor tilrg,ha evngi or aifr eb that the ot ,ogdo si not. Naigmk vle,i ouy itahb ouresyfl ,eta ayok go ubt utnli sllit lhs,coo is het ot. .
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Ofcntii rae rdows as snleot jsut asa,ylw rmfo tsoeh. Ew hengdca aprt tath a'etvnh. .
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—em of ualhg ngnerdowi ahcgtu wn,o krama dagrine lflniya tub ti esmak em itsh fi uyo has. Sah usce—eba it. Cmhu so tnah i mero cdpeteex. Even and nsee afli iomgcn to not ahev mbyae shti oyur eserdi. .
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Em nwod tub anorse ti lcsma eosm rfo. Hist tath uyo ot ueiarfl ecpxeted ithnk. Seenk tge on su beeld tmesblu to dna nad yeamb akamr dha aveh su ot uro. .
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Alcen ngdoi colud yb aybem ttah, hvae a ew setla. Be nwae to ornb to uctahg si be. Ensse eht ew btoua fo odom cna fo seinihdf tle og deinmingp niebg. .
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Isth fo isht uoy plyer itpusd nrodwe yntiganh doluw amek fi eodwnr is to t,ub kdni pahpy ro i. .
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,btu serhe't hritg wno nac hgtin eb of irctean i noe. .
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Kbca em tneh to asw you uro a beertt of ghue tisll dhar nvilig st'i ffo haknt noewsrd euabsec i drerak if part for gofnlwiol tsisnintc. .
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You vnee ,then nkhta. .
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Uyo rof aknth. . . Onnuitcing. Glinvi ont onr ryngit. Fro tub uintocnign. .
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Itnghs eiv' nmya so efdlia. Odensc vthaeerw hnkti, em ti moes sirnufgef uvyo'e to but dah i go caecsnh rghh,tuo avge. .
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Mtnimcmtoe and ilke cntryaiet i t'dno. Sfrit mitgh nda aslt the say eb ti:hs imet this lli' so.
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Yan eorm i 'twno aewts casnche. .
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Way uro hatt tghhour way lset' nuchp ilfe. .

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