A letter from May 07, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I have no one to talk to about what I feel. So let me just talk to you, my future self. I just can't understand why it's hard to attain everything or anything that is good, everything is just an 'almost'. Like, why do I need to experience a glimpse or a bit of something and yet at the end, it wasn't meant for me to enjoy it fully. Am I not worthy or deserving of good things? I'm trying my best, I know I'm doing my part. In love, friendship, business and career, always with pure intentions. But life always makes me feel like I don't deserve it. M