A letter from Apr 29, 2023

Dear future me, Hey me, if I'm right we should be a senior about to graduate highschool by the time we get this.. I found this website on TikTok so I figured why not try it out. Idk where to start haha.. well I'm 14, a freshman and schools about to be over and I can't wait until schools finally over because it's just so tiring bro. I'm at A's house right now, we were gonna go see our boyfriends but she greened out so we aren't able to go which I'm kind of sad about but it's alright because it's not A's fault yk. I'm still with E, we'll be together for 3 months in like 2 days. I'm failing my classes because I'm just a dumb ***** lol and I'm not really excited for this summer either because mother said I can't do marching band or go anywhere this summer or the entire year next school year. She also said I'm really gonna be "getting my nose in the books" this summer. I guess imma ask a couple questions for me in the future.. Okay first, Fo we still hangout with A every weekend we can? Are we passing our classes? Are we still with E? If not are we in a relationship with someone else? Are we okay? Have we eaten? Are we still insecure? Does mother know we vape yet... Are we still friends with R? Did we finally get our nipples pierced? Have our **** grown or our ***??? Are we still a virgin? Are we still insecure about our whole face/body? Do we still overthink everything... Did we lose any good friends? Did we ruin any of our friendships? Am I ruining any friendships currently... Are we annoying? Is T finally off our ****? Did we get a job like we wanted to? Can we go to college? Do we still want to become a tattoo artist? That was a lot of questions haha. And this is probably gonna be cringy as **** but I'm gonna say this anyways just in case we need to hear it. I'm so proud of how far we've come like I actually don't know how we're still here if we're reading this in the future. You've had a rough time and are still having a rough time but thank you for keeping your head up. If we're going through a rough time right now just know that it'll all be okay soon. Also no matter what DONT show this to any of our friends because they'd probably bully us for it or something. Alright I'm gonna wrap this email up now because it's already super long. There's so many things that I still want to ask but this is getting really long. I love you and I'm so proud of you and please read this and stay strong bbg 🫶🏻❤️