A letter from Apr 24, 2023

Dear FutureMe, somehow u decided to get married in 2022 i still dont know why and i have made peace with that but so far, it has being nothing but a roller-coaster. Its been series of banter, tears nd more tears . Currently I'm just hanging in there I'm confused nd definitely not happy. Right now I think sorrow is my portion. I hope u find the happiness u crave for cos now I get jealous of ppl who are happy. I have being nothing but angry at myself. I think I'm just a few steps away from depression, take care of urself no one else will nd get ur act together. We had alot of dreams nd aspirations but all i do now is watch movies nd 😢. No fun activities, no laughter in ur voice, no hobbies not even self care. Pls love yourself the way I couldn't. If ur reading this that means u made it to the next stage nd know that I will always love you. Are u still still thinking about time travel? To change ur life? What about the masters degree u always wanted? The business of importing African foods to sell in UK how is it going?? How about the real estate investment? Have you learnt to drive? How is ur Korean lessons going ? hope u have being able to achieve some or all of this cos I am really rooting for you. I hope u find all that u are looking for because u are a beautiful soul. How far in ur Nursing career are u.. have u started practice as Midwife yet or our certificate is rotting somewhere. Have u cut ur hair yet cos things got so hard nd I thought of going bald. I hope u still talk with DAKuS he is rooting for u too. He's more than a brother. I hope u have gone to some of the holidays ideas we saved Pictures for?? Always remember to love yourself the world is not what we thought it would be..