A letter from April 27th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, now you're 21 years :( idk but it feels sad to grow up even though I'm still 18 years old I like being at that age I don't wanna grow up ugh i wish time can stop There's a lot of responsibilities waiting for me , as i decided to study medicine but until now im still in my first college year and i need to do well to get accepted in medicine major This year is so hard and exhausting, i'm tired and overthinking about my future the whole time, did i make the right decision choosing health science university? Is it really what I wanted? And what if I didn't get accepted? Where should I go and what should i do? I have no B plan and no other options So how's it going please tell me you are now a successful med student -my first language isn't English it's Arabic so that's why it's kinda bad ㅠㅠ hope you work on it too!!