A letter from Apr 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi. I don’t really know what to write or where to start, i saw this idea on tiktok. It’s currently 25 april 2023, i’m in year and i’m 15years old. Do you still want to be a detective? Did you end up opening or starting the lash/nail business with lucie you planned to do so you could stay together forever or did we fall out? Have you got a boyfriend? Either way i’m proud of you and if i could look at myself in the future and see me being happy, id be happy too. Don’t be disappointed if you changed your mind on what you wanted to do or what you wanted to be, or if you’ve changed your personality completely. Change is normal and it happens. Your 15 year old self is proud of you, so is you 10year old self and your 5year old self. My life’s been a bit hard, i’m still struggling w sh and i’m going through a rough patch with my eating but i know i’ll get over it. Sometimes i wish i could skip too the furute but i’m sure your saying you wish you could go back. Recent drama!! I’m getting with Jack Piggot, idk if i trust him enough to be his girlfriend after Mason though. We haven’t kissed or done anything but he came to the house a few days ago. Keira’s dad is moving away and i feel awful, like it’s all my fault. I’m not just sad but i’m very mad that he’s practically getting away with it but dragging his family along with him. (Future me you better find Keira and explain, do something. She was your bestfriend and i miss her so much.) I hope you don’t look back and get mad at me for what happened that night and you still don’t blame it on me. I’m sorry if some of the things i did will impact you in your future years and i’m sorry for placing a blade on my skin to ruin your perfect body. I’m sorry about the scars on your thighs that will remind you of summer 2022 everytime you look at them or the shame you get when your out in public. I hope you know i’m proud that you got through it all, that you fought and your confident enough to go about with your day. I hope you got out of the anxious phase and i hope your in a good place. I love you and i wish i could hug you.