A letter from Apr 23, 2023

TW: self h@rm can i ask you kind of a weird question? do you still feel like this? like you're in a cage floating in the middle of the ocean? like, you want to get out of there, but you know it's safer in than out. **** **** **** **** have you ever cut yourself? like, properly? i've burned myself once, the marks are still there, thankfully it's easy to think they're just spots, so no one noticed it. i wish i could actually sh, but...... yk we live in brazil ffs, there's no ******* way we can use long sleeves all the time, plus, i don't have many pair of pants, just a pair of jeans and some school pants. i probably just want attention anyway. i have a loving family, i was never abused in any way, i was never bullied...... wth is wrong with me???? ******************************************* PLEASE ANSWER ME, I NEED TO KNOW