A letter from Apr 21, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I feel like I'll somehow remember everything I write it's so wierd... Did you remember you sent this? Right now I hope my next pay check is over 1200 with all the extra hours I did, I also need to pass the knowlage part of getting my licence, god I hope I'll get it bcs going home on bike at 11pm or later is annoying (even if thomas gets me home when we finish at the same time). Did we go on a road trip? That would mean we advance on our 250 before 25! where are we on this list? Half way done? Three fourth? We probably have a lot of fun memory! I bet we still don't have 250 things on there yet. Do we still do weekly reports? I hope we do bcs it really helps with finding the good in our weeks. My baby speedy is dying I'm not sure what to do I think an operation wouldbe useless, she'sso depressed since my baby died. I'm ending it all with dory dumbo and dora. No morepets after that. NO MORE! Also we don't still work at mcdonalds do we? Did we ever make anything of our diploma? I really hope we at least had a few very cool projects like made a costume for a play/spectacle, worked with a drag queen, did cool photoshoot or filmed a short film! that would be so cool! Are we good at other languages that french and english? I hope we're good at japanese, and learning german or spanish!! Did we move out of the parents' house? Did we live with clara? Please tell me we are still friends or else I am exiting life! Did we live in a foreign country? Or toured europe by train? Did we see aurora in a concert? I really hope we made good friends, and that everyone we love are healthy and happy. I hope you cherish your friends, and that you are a good person always ready to help and not a judgy *****. I hope you're so much better than me but you know if you're not it's fine. We can always work on it together when you receive this letter because if we're not better it means it's also my fault lol. Let's not be lazy! Do we still spend way too much timereading isekai villainess stuff? I feel like I'll never get out of this blackhole of never ending manhuas :'). Do we have a lot of cool clothes? I hope we let go of things we dont wear bcs I'm having a hard time getting them out of the waredrobe. do we have a girlfriend? Is she cuuuute af? I bet she is ! If we don't have one... I guess we still have clara. I'd be so sad if her dumbass isn't with us ... Reach out if you don't speak to her anymore. Same with Lucie! and Enzo! and everyone honestly reach out to them all! I'll make you a list at the end of who to reach out to. Are we happy? Honestly I'm a bit scared right now,I don't know where I am, where I'm going. I have things I want to do but I'm scared to do them... let's hope I get overmyself bcs I would hate to hate my life after everything we've been through to stay alive. Are we seeing a psy? Probabbly not lol but do you think you need to? Did eating at mcdonald made us go more often? Did we stop smoking? I hope we did, I'm trying to smoke only on odd days, and not do it at home but it's a bit hard. I take back all the "no but if I want I can stop anytime" I said. Clearly I can't. Or am I just scared of losing the social aspect? But then I wouldn't smoke at home... Haaaaa so many useless questions lol. 3 Years, it's so muuuuch I cant belive we'll be alive in 3 years and doing things. I hope mom and dad are happy near the sea, what about stan is he at digital campus? I hope we found something he liked! I can't wait to see what everyone did! Did we become influencers with clara like we joked we would? Travelling and doing wierd things on yt would be a lot of fun lol. Did we watch all the movies we wanted to see? Did we get over our need to own so much? Did we read a looot of books? we should have read around 80 right? For the 100 books goal of our 250 bucketlist. Are we still not eating meat? Did we upgrade to vega? probabbly not lol. Anyway, no matter where we are I love you, I hope we did a lot of things and will do a lot more and if it's to hard we can always just drop everything and try again, never forget the good days, look back to our pictures, remember all the good things you did, volonteering, school, friends, parties, everything can be the best memory ever. Me from before, full of dream and hopes. Laurie, Erine, Siann, Robin, Celia, Michel, Romain, sara, phil, emma, caroline