A letter from April 21st, 2023

Dear FutureMe, If you're still there and ever are considering having children by birth, please reconsider. Do not repeat history and pass your predispositions to all kinds of ****. There are so many children in the world already who deserve to be loved, if you've decided you want to look after some kiddos. You know better than to give in. Don't make the same mistake. Please reconsider. Sincerely, A younger you who has been wanting to end it all for the past few months and whatever the past few years have been. P.S. If you are still with N, cherish the **** out of em because they have pulled you up and have been your anchor. If they turn out to have hurt you deeply, I'm sorry. You deserve the ability to show vulnerability. They can't take that away from you. No one can.