A letter from Apr 20, 2023

Dear FutureMe, i hope you suck a little less than i do, i try my best, sorry for the scars, the tatoos you might regret,or simply the trauma you have because of decisions i made, or because i wasn't stong anough. im deaply sorry for who i am today and hope that the person i'll be when reading this letter is happy, doing something propably amazing, but knowing myself, this person will still be hurting but i hope at least that the pain will no longer be from the outside, i hope to live, find someone to love, find some reasurance in the simples of life. i mostly hope that you're alive, i know it's not a given.