A letter from Apr 20, 2023

Dear Me from the future (It said dear FutureMe by default, but that is the tackiest thing ever lol), I bet you are **** as **** rn. You probably have won the race by this point, btw I'm excited to turn 21 so I can get absolutely wasted :) Xenoblade 3 Future Redeemed is coming out is 5 days and I am SO EXCITED@!!!! I bet Shulk and Rex have hot **** *** *** with each other and *** gallons. I know you are on Estrogen rn, so you probably pass at this point. What does having ******* feel like? I mean, I will know soon enough but I still cannot fathom what it is going to be like. It's weird thinking that by that point I'll be living as a woman, I mean I can't imagine a future for myself as a man but I always felt like life as a woman is just a dream that was far, far away. A lot of anti trans legislature is going through rn, but I'll be ok since I will be at a planned parenthood getting on E before anything will go through. Thank god I live in MD :) Is FFXVI good? I'm a bit excited for it, since my grandmother said she would buy it for me when it comes out. I don't know how I'll tell her that I'm trans. That is going to be one of the hardest moments of my life. She has a grandson on her other son's side, so it'll be fine. Right now I think I'm going to study history in school, but I hope I luck out and become a popular YouTube person or streamer. It's Alice's birthday rn, and I really hope she never goes into the military. Its her birthday tho! I'm writing this in History Class, the one with the teacher who plays dnd, nice guy. Anyway considering that you probably have had *** by now, I'm kinda curious if it was with a ***** or ******. If I pass, a **** would be easier to get, but I'm like 70% convinced I'm a transbian so idk. I wonder if I sucked my friends **** yet (as a joke ofc). I'm a bit of an idealist so I'm assuming you pass with a C cup, **** face, and hips that could **** a man. I hope you develop some sense of style, since I right now only wear T shirts and sweatpants. I feel like that fem style is already inside me, but I've repressed it for so long that I need to put work in to get it out again. I know for sure I'll be dressing like a ****. I mean, this is an artificially created body, I should be proud of it. I hope you are happy with your life, because I certainly am not right now. I hope it goes well for you :) Bye me from the future, I hope you have a future to stay alive for. I updated this to tone down some things since I made it public lol