A letter from Apr 19, 2023

Dear FutureMe, YOU’RE 18!!! how crazy omg. it’s unbelievable to think about even though it’s inevitable. how’s life going? if you have a job how is it? are you in/ planning on joining a travelling agency? ever had a boyfriend? i hope so babe it’s been years cmon. ever had ***? or AT LEAST ur first kiss? if not i’ll be low-key disappointed but not surprised. got any tattoos? new piercings? ever done drugs? kinda doubt it cause i feel like ur too dumb to figure out a way on how to get them lmfaooo, get some edibles or something. ever gotten drunk? kinda feel like you should’ve by now. how many friends you got? are they nice? ever been clubbing or something with them? ever think about sahar, maybe you’re still in contact from time to time? highly doubt that tho. she’s probably like married or something by now that’s mental. have you thought about ******* yourself recently? if you know yourself you know me and you know that i’ve thought that i’ll **** myself at 18. if things get too tough, do it. id like to give you motivation but you know i’m not that type of person, if life’s to hard don’t bother. omg are you still atheist? if you’re religious just know thatd shock 14 yo you into a coma. if you are, mate what are you doing with your life! i know gods not real and i think you do too babe.. pull your head out your ***. but i have faith in you lmfao i refuse to believe you’d ever be religious. you ever still post on tik tok? are you ever planning on having kids? i mean right now i know there’s no way i’ll ever want to be pregnant but i mean like do you think you’ll ever adopt or something? where do you live right now? latvia or idk america? got an apartment? what job do you have? what jobs have you had in the past? do you still have acne? i reallyyy hope not. are you happy? like actually? that’s another thing i find hard to believe i’ll ever be, but i believe in you babe. you truly do believe it. do you talk to dad? when’s the last time you saw him? is grandma (older one) still alive? when’s the last time you saw her? if she’s still alive which i hope she is you need to go see her, please do that for me. do you still wear heavy makeup? how long is your hair? you got **** or an *** yet? do you go to the gym? if you have a boyfriend how is he? i hope he’s nice to you, if he’s not dont be a stupid idiot and leave him we both know you know better don’t make a big mistake like mum did. how is mum? still an alcoholic or has she gotten help? how is she mentally? she’s 40 now ****. do you drive? if you do what kinda car you got? lmfao random but are you fat? if you are please fix urself up babe, we’re better than that. i can’t believe niklāvs is now a teen and kate is now what 7? that’s pretty mad wow. did mum ever get rid of her dreads? is she STILL with her boyfriend? i ******* hope not. whats ur fav song rn? do you still ever listen to rks, salvia palth, lana del rey, duster etc? ever still post on tik tok? i think i may have already asked that oh well. treat yourself to something nice for me, maybe some makeuo or something sweet.do you still love sweet food? also do me a favour, if you ever end up in lincoln again please walk past the school, just for old times sake(even though currently i’ve still got a year and a half left).it’s crazy to think that in 4 years i will be you reading this letter and will have probably long forgotten about this school.if you do go to lincoln again i bet you’ll do some touristy **** you dork. also i just had a thought, imagine im writing all this about you having moved to latvia and stuff but you never actually ended up moving.. thatd be so saddd. i have faith that you did move tho. also walk past ur old primary schools, omg it’ll be so nostalgic thats so weird to think about.. also try get into contact with sahar or something, ask her how she is. same w rebeka(but hopefully mum and her boyfriend will have broken up by then so you won’t want to talk to rebeka loll). anyway i need to go get ready for bed, bye bye! written on april 19th 2023 currently 14, gonna do my mocks soon enough. i wonder if gcses ever mattered? right bye then! love ya i think i might right another future letter, you should right one too! 💕(i ended up writing the school and sahar but whilst laying in mums bed at 12:15 lmfao, i just wanted this to be special and long cause ur 18 today, i might also edit this tmrw loll anyway)