A letter from Apr 19, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, how's it going? Im doing alright right now so i don't know how i am in the future, by the way how was the therapie? did it help you? have you gotten more friends? are you out? really? i just want to know if everything can change in one year or if it's impossible :) anyways did you have a relationship with someone or are you still not a fan of that? and i wanna know about your ********* and orientation and gender ;) so that would be all i hope you did a good kob and that you are still alive. Your dearest Ash(ley)

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Glad to be still here, a lot did happen in the last year actually.

My mental health got worse, i was in a psychward at...

Ietm i,potn ofr i htta moes yetphar ftare uqtei esmo ot tnew.
Imet eht telsa now, ubt rof rteebt ta s'ti gbnei.
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Esy aretyhp ,elpsh.
I hmooswe ddint' ubt it t,i edso ivbleee calutyal.
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Tge ont no s,nferid i remo idd.
,me wef tno tsol i msis of dsa btu utjs yreall noe ubtoa i dna a i am nferdi ostm.
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Yes ma i uto u,h.
Was hte rof e,m ieersa ti waphrdycs ahtt em edoervc rof os.
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My in nya eth tmos dd'itn tlli polpee dna evopipurst so rae tge i nwo, teha si ialfmy life my.
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Wtih soal do a i hlparsetioni a owunlfrde haev reopns nwo.
Oerht ernev ma but gnol opkes elayrl a mtei tub onw ew do i rnoesp for nekw ucta,lyla uyo ehca ttah dgal tiwh we.
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Ym wthi is i pan seusg meid iemdx uiltyasex.
I,s egfilesn that ihreet nproes a elyrla htwa i dnto erac cahct i and aslyei 'dont.
Is my lfeame endgre.
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Oohewsm snpa hypap i teh and ma acn eon htta ni fo tivhrgeeny ehganc idd ya,er oso, ti.
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Talmso saw eif,l i a hetre utb took i 'tnddi atht my erhew dalg iemt ma i. .
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Had fo tgento knglooi uoomcintnciam astth' a se,ssiu better lot ubt i c,akb.
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Ryt e()m eduapdt i pkee to oyu.
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Flie heva rgtae a.
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Elasyh.

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