A letter from Apr 19, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi ISLA it’s isla, lol I reallly hope life’s going well it’s going okay right now but could be better . I’m sick at the moment and Bella is being very weird, we’re not together anymore (if you even remember). By this point you should be about 17 is that fun? I always thought 17 was the coolest age . How were are gcses? Not too stressful I hope. I really hope you don’t do the cry stress thing that we do right now . Please tell me we’re not mates with Jess anymore I beg of you. She’s such a **** istg. Anywho do we have a boyfriend!?!?! Have we kissed a boy yet .. have we —- a boy yet ???? Is he fit I bet he is . Reallly hope you didn’t just go through a break up if you did you’ll get out of it , you’ll make your self better . We always have . Have we drank properly yet??? What about parties are those fun?? Gosh I’m so excited. Is dad less of a knob , please don’t tell me he’s dead or something I’d hate that so much . Is Hannah or daisy or Frankie still in our lives?? Are we in six form? Please say no. (About six form not the friend thing). If not what are we doing, did the whole art thing go well Omg are we like an influencer that would be sick. I know I’ve wrote a lot I just saw this on tick tock so I was excited to see what happens. Have we smoked ? If so stop before you turn 21 please . It’ll make our breath stink. Omg do we have coool hair. Btw treat your self , get a macaron for mee and some nice cheesy tomatoe pasta . Are you going to the gym? I’ve always wanted too go but I was scared to ask lol . It was mums birthday yesterday too how was that? Gosh I coould write this letter for ages . I think I will maybe you’ll like that it’s long . I mean I like the idea of it already. Are you a graphic designer or anything interesting please don’t tell me we’ve got an office job. Or have we taken the hippie van travel life. That would be fun . Do we have a girlfriend or do we not like that sorta stuff anymore? Isla don’t be too hard on yourself ok? I’m still there you know . I’m 14 right now and you’re 17 please treat us right . Because I hope in a couple years we love our self the way that we are . Don’t forget who you were okay? School may have ended ****** and you may feel horrid right now but reach out to get the help we need okay? Reach out to phoebs or pops. Even Katie if you want to . Marleys probably alive . That’s all I’m going to say about that or I’ll cry. Take care of Ellie she’s coming up to the years in your life when you felt so bad , make sure she doesn’t do anything we did okay? She our little sister , OUR little sister and she loves us and we love her DONT ever forget that no matter what happens. (I reallly hope me and her are best friends now , “we used to be best buddies but now we’re not”- frozen 2014 . Don’t let that statement true kapesh . She’s the anna to your elsa she’s the la la la la to your ok ok ok ok. OMG DO WE STOLL LIKE TYLER IF NOT PLEASEEE LISTEN TO HIS SONGS AGAIN!!!) There’s so much I wanna say but dads making me a sandwich so I might have to go. Just remember that 14 year old isla probably thinks you’re wicked, and remember that she’s always going to be there cheering you on. And that she loves you and always will (kinda cringe but you know what I mean) Love from isla -n-f- (Ps I’m serious about the pasta and macaron) xxx <3