A letter from Apr 18, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hey! I know it's been a while since I last wrote you a letter. I might not have the motivation to do so. I hope you are doing fine with your life. I hope we got all we wanted for our life, a decent job, a new life, and mental peace. I really really hope you moved out of the prison you were born in. If u didn't do some of the things we wanted, it's fine too because I know you tried your best. I know u gave ur best and with the place u live in it's really hard to get there where u are. I hope you are taking care of yourself and if you are not this is a reminder for you to take care of yourself, it's not that necessary too, if u want to quit and have made a decision, I know it's for the best I will never be disappointed on you for anything. If you are deciding to quit, I respect your decision and I am proud of you because it's not an easy decision to make, not for you. I just wish to god that u have a wonderful afterlife. At least peaceful now. If you are still trying, Kudos! You are so strong! Keep Fighting till you get the results. U deserve every happiness in this world trust me you do. U are still trying gives me hope that maybe one day I'll be happy. I wanted to write this letter to keep you reminded of how horrible of a person your father is. If you are doubting your decision to leave him alone and stay away from him, remember what he said to your dead mother, remember what he says to you when you are upset, how he yells at you for being so naive irresponsible, and stupid, when it's you who keeps everything in place. You are a gem don't forget that, you are a gem and he makes you feel like a useless roadside stone, roadside stones are gems too, they help in saving the lives of the drivers who drive recklessly on the roads. You are so precious. Leave him for making you doubt yourself. He says horrible things to you and u still want to hold on to him? U don't deserve any of these. If you are thinking about the terrible things you might have done in the past which would be my future, then remember my love you are just gaining experience and you are not like him, you are different, u learn from your mistakes, u try your best not repeat them when all he cares about is himself. He wants to see us happy doesn't matter if we are dying inside all he is doing is slicing the mouth with a knife to make a smile. That mutherfocker doesn't deserve anything you are capable of giving. Save the money and spend it on people who actually care about u and not your image. U already know who I am talking about. I hope you make the right choices even if you don't I hope you keep learning. I am curious about some things will you write them for me? Do you still love books? If yes then how many have you read so far? Do you have any hobbies? What are they? How do you feel while doing it? Did you find your temporary but real love? How is he? Are you working to pursue happiness? Or money? What skills have you learned ?? Which city are you in? How is life now? What is your current goal? Where are u working rn? I wish you all the best for everything you are doing and dreaming of I really really wish you get all of those things without getting married. I hope you get married to a responsible and self-helping man who knows how to respect women and everyone who takes responsibility for his own words and actions, who understands you, and who you can hold onto when u are falling apart. A man who is the opposite of what you have seen in your parent. All the best.