A letter from Apr 18, 2023

Hi How are you? You'll be 30 this year, how does it feel? This is me your 27-self I dread the day we turn 27 I feel old, lonely and lost Everyone seems to find their way and passion They have their own happiness and looks like their life is complete Meanwhile, I still feel lost I don't necessarily feel like we're running out of time I just don't like the fact that we're getting old and done nothing to improve our lives I still can't help Bunda, ayah and Putri I feel so helpless and tired I don't even have saving Our salary goes straight to caca and our parents I feel regrets There's a lot of things that we should do while we were in our 20s Yet, we achieve nothing and lost I also want to be able to hang out at a place and not feel pressured by how much money that I spent But I can't in our 30s, I hope it does get better I just feel like a failure I hope our 30s is better than our 20s 20s really drain my energy and focus I fee so exhausted but I can't complain Please, tell me it does get better in our 30s