A letter from Apr 13, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Buhay ka pa ba? HAHAHAHA EME, I hope you're doing well, because right now I had a lot of struggles and problems. I don't even have the courage, motivation, and reason to stay alive. I've lost my lola, and I think I lost myself. I don't know where to begin, I don't even know if there's tomorrow waiting for me. I wanna give up, so if you're still alive, bakit???? Eme, then I guess you're a fighter and strong enough to survive. For you, I will try to fight this battle even if I'm tired. And also, I'm hoping that you're finally free and do what makes you happy and sleep at night. I hope all of my dreams since I was young is already fulfilled by you. I love you, 19, Elyka.