A letter from Apr 11, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Namu:3 Okay that was so baduy. I’m turning 19 in four weeks which is yeah I know, obliviously, last year to become a teen before I finally finally reach my 20s. I always envision myself thriving in my 20s but not to a point where you’ll make me miserable! Enjoy it okay. Did you finished the book I’ve been writing? You better did. I doubt you two are still together… unless you both did a soul upgrade thingy. I don’t know I’m skeptical! I just don’t wanna fool myself only to become disappointed in the end which also makes me disappointed before the end. Did you graduate? Did you shift again? You better did not screw up this time. Are we still lazy? How’s your attachment style? Are you still prideful? I hope you’re now firm to your words. I hope you’re not hot and cold anymore. I hope this time, you’re matured enough and I expect that you have a stable EQ. Are you single? If yes, can you say a little hi to monsi for me? Only If that’s okay. Your 18 year-old self miss him but that doesn’t mean you should too. I love you even if you’re hard to love, and someone else will. don’t worry. I’m not writing to uplift you, I’m writing to remind you. Don’t be so prideful and don’t feed your ego. That dog will bite you in the end. Stay meek and humble, all glory is His. Don’t think of yourself too highly nor lowly. Always balance balance balance 888888888888888888888888. Life gets messy when the rocks are sturdy because of imbalances! Keep grounded, appreciate the gravity. Learn to handle anger, don’t let the centrifugal force of your swirling emotions get ahead of you! You can do this, you always do. - uno