A letter from Apr 10, 2023

Dear Modatir, Firstly I want to express my sympathy for you, tomorrow is your 18th birthday, unfortunately you will not celebrate it,at least with no one from your reality,but hey,a ******* infinite number of versions are wishing you a happy birthday,I hope our dad came back and you are carefuly building our future, loneliness is suitable for us,we are meant to be lonely, I really hope we haven't ****** up,idk why but I imagine you lonelier than ever.I really hope you got over your cravings,but remember how much I wanted them,so hurry up and get rich,so you can finally get a son and make sure he won't suffer as much as me,oh and don't worry about the size of your *****, only if you are rich.And remember, your wife will cheat on you,be careful and do precautions, don't even consider marrying if you are still poor.And don't do anything stupid like starting to smoke or something like that,try to enjoy life as much as you can,and don't get attached to people so much that they star exploiting you,you don't need friends, consider everyone as your enemy.My biggest concern is that things only kept going worse and worse, don't expect anything,go buy a lil candle,a piece of cake or something similar, light the candle up,listen to:so far so good,the smiths and the song you used to hear in the car,and feel nostalgic. If things got worse, remember that you are not suffering alone, I sufferd too.I remember the things you used to love and try to achieve the things you are not craving anymore,and Incase you forgot,learn Interstellar,je te lesserai des mots,solas and the piece from The Pianist.Lastly, don't hate me, remember how mature I was,and remember,our knowledge is just growing and growing.