A letter from Apr 08, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Dear milly Here is the story of your first real crush. It started on 14 of December when I added loads of fellas from a girl who i used to be friends with old school. I added Patrick💗. At first, he wasn’t even the one I liked most. I liked Shane mcgarr first. I had a disco in late December, just after we got our Xmas holidays. I had given Gaby Patrick’s snap bc I didn’t like him at that point. When I saw him I asked him if he’s kiss Gaby and he said no. I said “she’s so funny tho” and he said “idc abt personality” red flag Ik. “But she’s so pretty” “nah”. I took a risk, hoping it would come off as a joke. “Do you think I’m pretty”. He nodded. After a bit me and Gaby went over to him tg. I was trying to get him to kiss Gaby but she was trying to get him to kiss me. He said he’d kiss me on the cheek and that happened. Much later into the night I saw Gaby talking to him so I went over. She said that he said he liked me. We had a little peck bc it was my first. The day after the disco we were texting and he asked if I’d get wi him and I did. The next day was his bday but he had said his bday was in July. When I asked y he lied he asked if we could break up. A few months later he randomly started texting me again, asking who I liked and finally asking if I’d get wi him again. I said yes. I had made friends with a boy called Sam spicer before that and it turned out he liked me I think. Well Ik for sure bc he said he did but Idk. Me and Patrick kept planning to go out but it never happened and we broke up again. I unadded him on sc and unfollowed him on tt. I texted him on Clara’s phone saying **** u and he said I was a side hoe even tho he had litch said ly and all. A few months after that I was involved in a whole lot of drama with some people but I got a text from one of them saying Patrick wants you to add him back. I did and asked him y he added me and he said for the craic. He unfollowed and re followed me on tt so I’d get the notification. He would leave me on delivered for hours and hours. I texted him on Clara’s phone and said hi fat pat the rat. He said hi numero 7. I told him to take me off delivered and he did. During all this I had asked his friend y fat pat added me and he said probably to get wi me again bc he had just broke up with his gf Bye babez x