A letter from Apr 06, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I just got back from my whetherspoons interview - if u didn’t get it i assume you have another job now or have had one. Maybe ur in debt, maybe you don’t really know what you’re doing. Me neither, but i think we’ll get there eventually. God. I’m saying this as if i’m not talking to myself! Anyway, i currently am thinking about going to brighton or york (st johns) uni for tourism management, so maybe that’s what you’re doing. Maybe not, changing your mind is okay. Only thing i really hope is that you managed to get into a course that lets you do a year abroad. Or maybe something happened that stopped you from going to university all together, who knows? I didn’t decide i wanted to go at all until about 2 months ago. Currently, i am obnoxiously obsessed with the 1975 (if ur not dating matty healy then there’s no point anyway) and i’m always freaking out about my a level english. Idk why i took it, i don’t even know what a verb is. Hope u can drive by now, however if u cant then i don’t really blame u for dropping lessons bcs they’re so stressful and i have one tmrw i’m freaked! Although i passed my theory yesterday which is extremely validating. Pretty sure my driving instructor thinks i’m a lost cause. I have mass amounts of coursework that i should really start doing yesterday but i haven't - i’ll get it done (probably). And it’s jazmins 18th birthday in just over a week & im going to get drunk for the first time ever, if i don’t woose out that is. hope ur not an alcoholic or an avid drug user, but if u are then i don’t really blame you for that either. I hope your anxiety has gotten better, i already kinda feel like it is bcs i slayed that job interview today idc if i get it or not bcs i talked without stuttering so a wins a win. I also won’t blame you if it’s 10x worse. We’ll deal with it when we have money for therapy… since ur most definitely not well off enough for that unless you actually ARE dating matty healy. Right now, i’m in bed and just saw a tiktok of a girl reading her old future me thing and i thought “i did one of them” so i checked my emails and low and behold there it was, dated a few months back tho ahha. Doctor who is paused on my TV as i’ve been watching tiktok (season 2, ep 3). That reminds me, how the political and economic state of the world? Cause right now it’s not great, and i assume it’ll only get worse. Hey, maybe you’ll never read this bcs the world will go up in flames. Maybe you started smoking bcs matty looks so hot doing it but pls stop bcs i don’t want lung cancer!! Lots of love from 17 year old you (it’s okay if you don’t know it all, don’t panic).