A letter from Apr 06, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Heyyy Benize Loren Barrun Catuira this is from yourself in April 6, 2023. I don’t know what to say but hope that you’re still alive and doing well for your own being, I know that sometimes we feel so suicidal because of our stacked problems weighing us down to our lowest points but please never forget that we will have our better days, the days that will make us feel alive again, the days where all of those suicidal feelings and thoughts would just simply go away because you will be at ease. I hope you’re not going through any deep problems, please do not get pregnant hahaha. Puro ako english punyeta HAHAHAHAHAH. I’m currently in a healthy relationship with Keith, I hope in 3 years ay makakasama ko parin siya hahaha long term to girl, I hope we last long. Do you have a new boyfriend ba? Huhuhu nasasaktan si 2023 benize HAHAHAHAHHA PERO IF 2026 BENIZE IS HAPPY THEN I’M GLAD, putangina 2026 college na ako niyan gago! Ang tanda mo nang hayop ka HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. If you do have a new boyfriend then I hope he treats you the best as you don’t settle for less, pogi ba siya? nyahaha. I hope you achieved the glow up that will vanish all your insecurities, nakapag micro bangs ka ba? Did you dye your hair? Have you removed the hair on your neck? Are you eating well? Have you lighten our dark circles? Have you been exercising? Are you doing well in college? Daming tanong putangina ha HAHAHAHAHAHA. I hope the people that makes me smile today are the people who still stays by your side, do you have a new friend group ba in college? Are they good to you ba!!! Nakakapag gala ka na ba sa MOA, omg did you get accepted by a university AHHH SANAAA HUHUHU SHS LIFE IS SO PRESSURING I HOPE YOU’RE DOING WELL IN COLLEGE. Dami kong dada hindi ko pa natatapos research namin HAJWHSJHAHAH anyways, I love you so much and the person you’ll bloom to be. Please take care of yourself always! Eat 3 times a day and exercise, study well and never forget to love yourself. I love you.