A letter from Apr 06, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hello! hbd ashleeyyyy. hru? I hope everything's fine. rn, thibgs are great you went home to ur province and currently havjnv a great time. u and ur cousin, sam, is sharing a bowl of rice rn. I have few things I want to ask you actually. are you still together with her? with Cleona, i mean. I hope you both are gettibg stronger and healthier as years pass by. are you in ur 1st year of college now? I am actually having a hard time what strand to take in senior year rn. thjbgs are bad at night, u keep crying for no reason and looking for ur gf's comfort when that happens. okay ka lang? if yiu are, I wanna congratulate u for having that moment in life. I just wanna tell you, na if ever things don't go in ur way, let it be. because there are stuff ik that would be great for u. it's not bad din naman if u wanna keep chasing that goal or dream, but make sure that it is healthy for you. If you are not with her anymore, can you do a favor for me? please. She had told me many times that they will be moving out. I just want you to keep in touch with her. Ask her anything about her life and please, I hope for you to be in good terms with her even if you are not together, because I love Cleona with all my life. ik that I will never leave her. It's just that the time can't be controlled and I don't know what wiuld happen to us. Ask her about the flowers you crocheted for her in her 16th birthday. I'm currently holding back my tears while trying to type all this message for her. Please tell her that the 17 years old Zhaine, loves her v much even she's not vocal with her feelings; that she will always be my langga. If yiu are with someone new now, I just hope things to be better for you. Please don't take something that yk you don't want to do and would end up badly. I love u so much, take care and enjoy everything in life. Happy birthday, Zhaine!