A letter from Apr 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi, it's me, your 14 year old self. How are you doing future me? You still good? I know that life is hard right now but, swear it will be just fine. I feel pressured and stressed right now because of school, but im still at top one and i hope that i will still be the no. 1 when it comes to academics. I just want to make my mama proud of me. And yup, Im still a hopeless romantic girl who has a crush on that one guy at school. I dont know why i like him, he's not good at academics but something in me is really into him right now. Well I'm still delusional as always. I still have a crush on zephyrus right now 😐 but i think it's slowly fading na already. I dont really like them, I just have the idea in my head to like them because my life is boring hahaha. I badly want to experience high school love, yk those study dates at library, meet up before and after class, yk when things are just innocent, sweet, and fun. I BADLY WANT TO EXPERIENCE THAT!!!, But what I really wanted is to be happy, free, and just be peaceful. I want to make my mama and kuya be proud of me. I hope you will make them proud, future me. And even if life hard, please don't do self harm. It's only going to ruin you. If anything happens to nanay, please take care of her. I dont want to lose her. She's very precious to me. Anyways, good luck nyzelle. I believe in you, always.