A letter from Dec 05, 2022

Dear FutureMe, hi. IDK what state ur in when ur reading this, whether you'll be in a good place or a bad place, but rn ur doing ****. you're self-harming almost daily, and your life seems to be falling apart. Today your best friend called you out of the blue after having ignored you for nearly a month and the first thing he said was 'What the **** do you think you're doing'. he then proceeded to rant for about ten minutes about how I'm self-centered, I need to stop talking to people about my problems because it affects them too much, I'm stupid, an idiot, and shouldn't talk to Theo about things cause he's two years younger than us and therefore needs to be treated like a 6-year-old. Then theo was told to block me on snapchat and whatsapp by his parents. I get why theyre doing it. i just dont get why theyre DOING IT. Everyone is telling me ive ****** up, but no one will tell me exactly what ive done wrong, how i can change it, or even giving me a chance to try again. Jake has been my best friend for two years and hes just gone and given up on me, just like that. My family is falling apart too.