A letter from Apr 02, 2023

> Once again, the lord filled me up with his holy spirit. I kept running away from God and lived for the world. I thought I would fill the void in my empty heart with human validation and activities that lead to emptiness. I would get nothing from this world. I knew deep in my soul I needed Jesus again, but I was living in sin (guilt shame), and pride. ~ Most people wondered why a person like me could believe in God. I'm in the medical field and I'm supposed to be intelligent enough to know a higher power does not exist. But God let me feel his presence several times and I abused his grace. * I denied him and was embarrassed to walk in faith. I got so caught up in this world filled with glory and titles. I wanted it all. In the end, we come to the realization Jesus is all we need. - Jesus I'm sorry for doubting you. I'm sorry for running away again when I promised to stay. ^ To whoever is reading this let the Lord take over your life.